The Future Awaits
Life: I am rapidly losing interest with TB. I don’t like men who require ego stroking. But at the same time, he makes me laugh. I know I confuse him, he’s said as much. Oh well.
Ezra and I are getting ready for back to school. I cannot believe I’ve got a first grader!! I’m doing my first semi-official meet the teacher, as a teacher/parent. I’m excited/nervous. At some point within the next month I’m going to have to tell people the “news” because my parents are chomping at the bit. But I just want to savor it a bit more. I told my four people, my inner circle ⭕️ and just left it at that. I am elated. I wish my grampa was here and could see this moment because I did this for him.
I’m a little anxious about Ezra’s drop off and pick up schedules. I have no idea what time I’m gonna need to be at school for my A session and I need to make sure he has some type of consistency. More than likely I’m anxious about nothing, everything will work out. I should probably go to bed. We have therapy tomorrow.
Music: I am completely in love with Daniel Caesar’s new album. I rise and fall with it. I’m gonna download Spotify on my new computer so I can listen to it while I write. I’m also trying to get into Lizzo. I like this one song by her she made like two years ago. I promised my friend I’d listen to her for three weeks before giving up. I’m just really distracted by DC’s album. I’m listening to it now. It’s smooth like a shot of whiskey. There’s this song with Brandy on it that I ADORE.
Writing: My writers block is GONE. That part of my story I was struggling with I wrote. I owe it all to TinderBae. Now I’m wrapping up the story and I’m feeling super optimistic. I’m writing other stuff as well. Small poetry pieces I think might accompany the book. I haven’t decided yet. But I’m writing again and that’s really all that matters. 😍
Health: My new bone dr is trash too. My last appointment was ten minutes no exaggeration and she didn’t listen to anything I said. 🙃 My bones are on fire every single day. They spasm every single day. I wake up exhausted because my body is fighting itself while I’m sleeping. This is life. On a separate note, I have another procedure scheduled soon but I’m gonna push it up so it doesn’t interfere with my teaching schedule. I don’t want to be all anxious about the results during the school year.
