Finding Me 🕵🏽‍♀️ ... On the Path to You... 👀

I’m realizing that when I am GENUINELY EXCITED about something I don’t realize how much time has passed. (#nowbumping Ro James- Permission which is obviously my favorite joint atm) So today I did some extracurricular research for a friend on inclusive classrooms for children with developmental disabilities and delays. I hit a groove after my first article and accidentally created a google doc of resources for my friends who have children with Autism. All children deserve to have access to a quality education whether or not their teachers are willing to give it to them. Educators shouldn’t let fear of the unknown stop them from helping the children who need it the most. 

Last night I accidentally(while researching factors affecting development) found a bazillion of resources that I shared with my friends because I was super excited. 

I also found my DREAM JOB while looking for a part time job today and I cried a little bit I’ll admit. *SIGH* It’s slightly out of my reach but it will be MINE one day soon. Two years to be exact if not sooner. 

I decided to start speaking things into existence because I deserve to be happy in life. I refuse to let one bad relationship/KDB ruin my outlook on men. One day God is going to surprise me with a guy who will be my person. He will get my quirks and stimulate me  intellectually. He’ll love my son like he was his own and be the father he never had. We’ll get married and between him, I, Ezra and whatever children we have we’ll take over the world. You won’t know what hit you. 

How do know this? BECAUSE I DESERVE THIS. I’ve been through too much to pretend I don’t want a happy ending. Ezra deserves it. I won’t actively pursue it because let’s be real, anxiety is real and I dislike talking to strange men. However I have been meeting a lot of nice guys during my daily outings so maybe that’s a sign 🤷🏽‍♀️😅

Final Thoughts: I LOVE THIS SONG have a gander, I blame my sister friend for putting me onto his melodic voice 😍 

Final Quote: ha! It’s song lyrics ❤️ 

Robert Glasper Experiment featuring Ledsi- Gonna Be Alright

“Just bring me the sunshine with your smile I'll be okay No matter if the rain falls When you call, I'll be okay”