Friday, February 14, 2014

Valentine's Day

Today is the day that I am reminded more than ever that I am a single mother. That my sons father walked away from not only his child, but from me as well. Today is the day that I hurt just a little but more than the day before. The day I crave a cigarette with every fiber in my being. The day that I suppress my tears because once I start crying. My day will end. 

I've focused on the happy parts of today. My sons smile and sloppy kisses. Our dance moves around the house. The way he cuddles my breast as he nurses. The pink roses my father got me just to make me smile(not knowing it would make me cry). 

To end a shitty reminder of singles awareness day I'm gonna watch Sherlock season 1. Drink my Starbucks and try to relax. Ignore the cigarette cravings. And try not to cry. 


And this my friends, is a day in the life of a single mother. 


❤️ Stasia 


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