Is This a Test?

The Lord was surely testing me today. Ezra and I weren't seeing eye to eye today, which really put a sour spot on our day. I wasn’t feeling so hot too so it was doubly sucky and then I was hit with a conversation that went south super quick. Like things are "cool" now but I'm still feeling a bit irritated over it. 

Every couple of months it seems like adults who’ve been given the opportunity to be a part of my child’s life seem to forget their life choices and lack of effort to be in his life. Today someone tried to place their lack of relationship with Ezra on me. When at the end of the day it’s on them to put for the effort to be in his life. The first couple of years of his life I went above and beyond to ensure that he knew/saw certain individuals. Once I stopped and fell back, with the exception of a few it was radio silence.

Accept responsibility for the role you’ve played. This isn't on my shoulders. 

Other than that, I'm healing okay still sore and today I over did it. I was trying to do laundry, cook, vacuum etc.. and now I'm feeling it. I still have homework to do and I'm just like nope. My body is a big ball of nope. Sigh. Today's conversation was just a setback. I won't allow it to tarnish an otherwise okay summer.