Monday, March 23, 2015

Brotha Brotha strong black man, where are you?

What is a consistent man? 

Someone who puts you first,  reminds you that your ARE his priority no matter what is going on in his life. 

I've never been privileged enough to come across that man.  I've dated the wanna be thugs,  church boys gone wrong,  the busters,  the player,  but never that "your my one and only girl" man. 

Sometimes i feel like he's just not there.  Like where is he?  Will he love my son? Hell will he love me with all my flaws and emotional baggage. Will he come to church with me and love God?  

All these questions,  but no answers right now. 

One day I'll be in love again, this time a love sent from God. Not love manufactured by a man for the wrong purposes.

I believe.

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