Thursday, November 30, 2017

The Highs and Lows of Motherhood

LATE POST(November 29, 2017)


What started off as an okay day, I overslept my alarm but I had already made plans to SLEEP after I dropped my shorty off at school. I had a nagging headache and was running behind schedule but I was feeling okay because I knew that nap was going to fix things. Ezra was in a meh mood, still has that nagging persistent cough from two weeks ago, the one the dr said was “allergies/asthma” related. 🙄


So we took this amazing picture and get to school and he can’t stop coughing. He’s turning red, and wasn’t  getting any air. It was one of my nightmares come to life. I always downplay the seriousness of his asthma because I cannot get caught up in the “what if’s” but holy crap I was scared today. I had to drag him from school crying and coughing, he didn’t want to leave. He CRIED at the hospital and I just felt horrible. 


Spoiler alert: it wasn’t just asthma, he has a viral infection which triggered the asthma and EVERYTHING else that’s happened the past two weeks. The coughing till the point of vomiting, the inability to sleep due to coughing, I mean ALL OF IT IS RELATED TO THE VIRAL INFECTION


He will have to miss school because of the coughing and that’s going to kill him. However I discovered that he can write all of our names 😍. As part of his homework he was practicing writing his name and he wrote my dads first name from memory. He then continued this pattern by writing my brothers, my moms and writing mine. I’m incredibly proud of him. I didn’t know he knew all of Their names, he’s continually amazing me. 


Tomorrow will be a better day. Bet on it. 


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