Tuesday, March 6, 2018

It’s A Case of the Feburaries!

Dr! It’s a Case of the Februaries!


So I lied, February ISN’T over its still rearing is fugly head. Or maybe this is like a case of the never ending Monday’s? I’m really not sure but boy oh boy I’m waiting for the universe to just settle down. 


I am preparing for this uber important, ridiculously important test. I downloaded the study guide from the official testing site and two practice exams, plus the test objectives so that I can be 2000% prepared. I’m debating on getting the computer thing they offer that will point out my areas of weakness so I know where to focus my studying. 


This weekend has been stressful, yesterday was a lot. I was hoping today would be manageable and then got handed a double whopper whammy of information I’m unable to process at the moment. In THAT moment I was literally floored and wished that I wasn’t doing this alone. Granted, I have a strong support circle ⭕️ but my God sometimes when you’re feeling bewildered/floored (idk how else to adequately describe that emotion) it would be nice to have someone to talk to. I’m lucky to have great friends who are always willing to listen and shut down my fears. I don’t know what I did to deserve them. 


This has just been a lot to process


I’ve decided that I deserve to stress shop at the bookstore. I’m going to buy Children of the Blood and Bone by Tomi Adeyemi(idk if I spelled it right). 


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Dance, when you’re broken open. Dance, if you’ve torn the bandage off. Dance in the middle of the fighting. Dance in your blood. Dance when you’re perfectly free.

-Rumi


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